I Just Don't See Any Light In Us Anymore

2010-06-13T22:30:00.002+08:00

you have changed!!!
ur no longer e bf tt i know 3 yrs ago!!!
sometimes i really juz feel like ending everything but i juz cant seem to make myself to do it.
even if one day such thing happen u will juz treat it as nth n will feel more relief cuz there is nobody to bother u or waste ur time n there wont be any burden.
u will be more relaxed n have more free time to do ur own things.
u dun even bother to explain or say anything.
instead u still can ask me wat am i talking abt.
n juz say cuz ur tired.
ur busy.
u forget abt it.
izzit juz so difficult??
aren't u worried tt i will have e wrong impression?
y muz u be so mysterious???!!!!
i noe u oso have ur own freedom.
is nt tt i purposely check or wat.
is juz nice tt e tag juz appear on my fb home page.
u still can tell me if tts e case next time u won take any pics.
do u noe tt this will make it worse!!!???
u juz make me lose trust in u!!!
sometimes i really ques our relationship.
when i ask u to go to those places with me n my frens u dun wan.
u feel tt its juz a waste of time.
in e end wat happen??
u still can go with ur frens.
then wat am i to u??!!
I AM JUST A NOBODY!!!!

2009-07-10T11:40:00.002+08:00

Am i really hanging on onto something which doesn't belong to me at all??

Ppl say tt they onli c more tears....

more tahaning....

more quarrels....

than happiness in me.

Is tt really e fact??

When i ask u how long do u tink we will last??

You can onli tell me u dunno....

2009-06-24T16:44:00.002+08:00

today another off day..tml gng back to work again le..this few days dear dear treat me very gd..how i wish all e good old days will come back again..

dun dare tink of e future of wat will happen to us..juz wan to treasure e times of no fightings, quarrelling n crying..

2009-06-21T23:54:00.004+08:00

its complicated....its really very complicated!!!!

i really dunno wats gng on any more..i've lost all confidence in us..everything r juz memories..they r all past tense...nowadays is onli quarrel quarrel n MORE QUARRELS!!! even meeting lesser n lesser...i can try to understand..but even whenever we meet after nt meeting for so long we still end up quarrelling!!! when will all this end?????!!!!! AM TIRED!!!

been crying myself to slp nearly every nite..i dunno wats wrong!! is like ur slowly disappearing frm my life..even with or without meeting slowly means nth to me..i dun feel e love frm u anymore..sometimes i question myself do u still love me??

nt onli we're drifting further there's even probs with our communication..u always tell me cuz ur growing..but hav u ever try to understand me instead of keep pushing me??? where have our gd old days gone to???

i feel like am no longer tt happy n lucky gal anymore...like my blog..ur love is i ever wanted...where has it gone to??

2009-06-10T12:57:00.011+08:00

this few days mood very weird..i dunno izzit am really sad, dissapointed n hurt or izzit i really think too much..

frm tt day u told me tt as e solution my mood n feeling like change le..though in e end nth happen but i tend to feel tt we're like drifting apart..no matter how hard i try to keep up with ur pace, am always lack behind..

sometimes i really feel tired n hurt but i still try to control my emotions n carry on..r we really starting to nt understand each other? i really dunno wats wrong with us..u always say cuz we're growing up tts y its like tt..we have to adapt to changes..but is tt really e truth??

am i really tinking too much or something is really nt rgt which i dun dare to face it??

i juz wan a normal relationship..is tt so difficult?

2009-06-03T13:37:00.006+08:00

sometimes i really wonder wat am i to u??? no matter how much i try to grow how much i try to understand is always nv enough cuz to u i hav nv grown at all n am still e same 2 yrs ago.........................y izzit tt i always have to tink on ur side?? hu will tink on my side??? sometimes i really wonder does e song still apply to us now like 2 yrs ago???? i juz hav a feeling tt it is drifting away n am juz by myself alone rgt now......

less hopes + less expectations = less dissapointments

therefore

more hopes + more expectations = MORE DISSAPOINTMENTS

2008-12-19T11:51:00.004+08:00

Back frm my KL trip last week!! was fun n get to eat n eat n eat..shop n shop n shop!!! hahahaha....3 days really fly very fast!! dunno when will be our next hol le...will upload e pics soon after dear transfer me e pics..

today is my last day at work!! feel so happy cuz am free frm work n can play n rest...but need go back sch...looking fwd to it but wat i fear most is TEST & EXAMS!!! though i really miss sch days...but next mth onwards no more spending power....gonna be a poor student again...haiz...

got a few treats n presents frm my colleagues...suddenly e way they treat me now n in e past is totally different..mayb am no longer a threat to them any more le bah...good luck to u murni!!! dun be like them..hahahaha...think u won..is nice getting to noe u as a fren!!

this sun gonna meet them again cuz is zuraidah's (murni sis frm ano team) big wedding day!! wish her all e best n a blissful marriage!! gng to go there with dear dear...as i promised murni i will b bringing him..hehe...

n today dear dear surprise me with a bouquet of flowers!!! hahaha....its by delivery n was surprised when i was needed at recep..thought wat happen..n there a bouquet of pink roses!! hahaha...thanks dear!!! didn expect it will be frm u...hehehehe....apology accepted!! dun do tt again k..if nt u will noe wat i will do..hahahha...

2008-12-09T17:30:00.002+08:00

super damn long nv blog again...tml gng KL with dear dear..!! finally our holiday has arrived!!! haha..wish myself n dear dear a safe n pleasant journey n we can come back together peacefully...recently too much things happer there le...so scary!!...hahah..

anyway last fri went hoon bbq cum bdae celebration!! was so fun la!! meet up with old classmates but serene cannot make it cuz she got nite cls..meet stephe in e afternoon n brought her to amoy for luncht then went orchard walk around..

then today suppose to meet them but i last min cannot go cuz need go funeral..n e best part is my cousin ah gong passed away on his bdae!!! wat a lucky n memorable day for him..hmm...think i meet up with them next week bah..sorry..

will update again once am back frm KL!! CYA!!

2008-11-14T12:35:00.003+08:00

ok..finally i recieved my package frm SIM!!!! hahahaha..!! starting sch in 5 jan..n i my last day will be 19 dec..so lets countdown!!!

2008-11-12T11:49:00.004+08:00

super long nv blog again le..haha...but am back again..!!! hmm....super lots to write..

1: yest juz gt a call frm SIM telling me tt i am being accepted to e course tt i applied!!! dear dear oso gt in to..hahahaha...SUPER HAPPY!!!

2: finally can tender n get out of this company!!! juz simply hate my colleagues..me n murni (oso one of my colleague hu join 1mth earlier than me) always ganna bullied by them..think they senior so wat!! always treat us like shit..on mc or on leave come back all our things all in a mess!! still say cannot find our files..but e files r juz inside e cupboard or on e floor behind me onli!! dun give stupid excuses..one eg: i already put into system tt it is a WLAW file..then still can tell me cannot find!! when i told them they still say: "oh izzit..?? i thought is LOD file leh" WTH la!!! dun wan cover then say la!!! Still can shout so loud "u better keep ur files properly be4 u go on leave!!" but e prob is e files are so nicely kept still can say cannot find!! $%(^*%^)#*# !!!!!!! if is their own ppl on leave or nv come muz cover for them till nice nice..wats this??? then murni best..she tt time need do one court doc filing so she put her file at EFS then when she need back e file she cant find come back tell us.. then one kuku say till so loud "of cuz la!! ur file always any how put how to find!!" then i e end another person frm another dept came with her file n say "sorry..i accidentally took ur file" when they heard all keep quiet like nth happen like tt..its so obvious le la!! thinking they senior can bully junior!! so what if ur a senior?? dun even noe how to speak simple eng!! their things to them is urgent then our things not urgent la!! always when in e middle of doing our things ask us help them then nv help onli ganna scolded!! say wat ur thing oso nt urgent!! cannot help first meh?? AH!!!!!! at last finally am gng to get e shit out of this place!!!! WAT A WONDERFUL 1ST JOB EXPERIENCE!!!!!!!

3: my KL trip coming up soon le!! at last can go take a break n have fun!!! onli me n dear dear!!! though is onli m'sia but is our first oversea trip together n its oso my first trip out w/o parents!! haha...hope this day faster come!!!

2008-10-17T16:08:00.002+08:00

last 2 days super free n bored @ work...no instructions frm my client.... -__-

yest n today gt 2 things to update..k..lets start with yest first........................

1st YESTERDAY 16.10.08
as most of u noe tt i actually applied for SIM-RMIT full time in biz management, so r some of my colleagues..didn expect one of them to tell my boss be4 i actually confirm anything on whether e application is successful or not!!! WTF la!!! firstly she is pregnant..then she tell me tt she told him abt her case at e same time she "shun bian" inform him abt mine so tt he will have enough "time" to find "replacements"!!! is like so big mouth for wat!!! i haven even confirm whether am being accepted or not..but e main thing is this is my prob!! wat for u be so kpo n tell him for?? wat u trying to prove?? let him noe tt u will be away for 4 mths onli n later after tt u will sure come back to e same company izzit?? n for me i already had e intention of gng back to my studies so if there is any retrenchment or wat u wont b e first to get retrench rgt?? wat a "wonderful" plan of urs..!! cuz yest boss ask me into his room n he told me "siew ting i heard from one of ur colleague tt ur intending to further ur studies izzit?" i was so stun n shock n thinking who e hell told him abt it..so i bo bian juz tell him tt i juz applied for it n will onli noe in end nov whether am accepted or not..then he say cuz tts e case he will need to find replacement n try to let him noe asap...................this teaches me n oso everyone of my frens out there..NV EVER TRUST UR COLLEAGUES EVEN HOW NICE OR BAD THEY ARE TO YOU!!! CUZ U NV NOE WAT THEY MIGHT DO BEHIND UR BACK!!! n oso dun tell anyone of ur intentions of further studies, getting married, pregnant or wat so ever!!!! REMEMBER!!!!

2nd TODAY 17.10.08
today my buliding having fire drill..then guess wat!!! we actually climbed 47 storey down from my office!!! after tt climb down...both legs gone jelly n shivering la!!!

kk..shall end here..go back to work le..

2008-10-15T16:46:00.002+08:00

This is wat i found during my boring times at work...

9 Easy Slim Down Tips
1. Get A Good Sleep - When you have a good night sleep, your body produces a powerful hormone called Leptin. Leptin helps promote weight loss in two ways: It discourages you from eating by signalling to your brain saying that your stomach feel full, and it rouses you to expend energy.

2. Don't Listen To Fast Music While Eating - The speedier the tune, the faster (and the more) you'll tend to eat. Eating faster may lead you to consume large chunk of food without chewing it properly and may lead to bad digestions. So before any meal, either switch off your stereo or put on a slow, soothing album.

3. Never Skip A Meal - Skipping a meal, say its breakfast, lunch or dinner wont make you lose few pounds but you may increase a few. You'll tend to eat whatever you can get on at the following meal. Try to maintain 3 meals per day or have 6 light meals plan per day.

4. Start Walking !!! - Dont drive to go to a 5 minute away grocery store, start climbing up and down those stairs when you are at the shopping malls, do some speed walk if you are going to your neighbor houses, classes, walk the dog, or shopping.

5. Go Under The Sun Sometimes - Your body needs sunlight to produce a very essential feel-good hormone called serotonin, which may help lessen your cravings for sugar and other carbohydrates.

6. Remove All Cookies, Candies From Your Sight - If you keep fatty foods, candy, out of sight, it'll be much easier to keep them out of mind. Store it somewhere less reachable where your hand cannot get to the jars easily. The more easier access to it, the more you consume calories without even realizing it.

7. Eat Slowly - It takes around 20 minutes for your stomach to send signals to the brain that it's full. So when you eat too quickly, your body doesn't have time to recognize that it's fulled. As a result, you consume a lot more and bloated at the end. Try to chew for at least 20-30 seconds for a single bite.

8. Turn On The lights - The brighter your dining area, the less food you'll likely to eat. If your light is dimmed, the more you'll eat because you will feel more relaxed and less self-conscious. So consider adjusting the lighting in places where you eat most often.

9. Control Your Anger - If you don't keep anger under control, it can make you fat. Anger can increase the levels of cortisol (a stress hormone) in your body, and that increase can cause you to eat more and gain weight.

2008-10-15T12:44:00.003+08:00

now super damn bored at work!!!! kuku clients nv give instrn.... -_-

ya..last sat me n dear dear go apply for SIM-RMIT le..bach in business management...i applied full time n he applied part time..hope we can get in together...alot ppl say they dun depend on results..instead is they c $$$.. gt $$$ can go in le..but dunno la...if tts true then we will be a life eg le..haha...cus my grade is so so nia...c how bah..hope can get in then i can go back to study life le..n quit my job..cuz seriously i oso dunno wat am doing here...learn abt law nia..nth else le..everyday do same thing...then if dear dear oso can enter then gd le..though is same course but he PT i FT...

k la...gtg le..

2008-10-14T10:35:00.011+08:00

ok..long time didn blog again...let me start with my 21st bdae pics...
BIRTHDAY EVE

taken @ my house be4 we go out for dinner

now presenting my bdae presents frm my frens....

family photo

bluffing me to slp n there u r playing behind me

SURPRISE BDAE CAKE!!!

ACTUAL DAY OF MY BIRTHDAY

Went my ah yi house to cut cake n eat lunch at there..then dear dear bought me my fav cake frm four leave "Strawberry Shortcake" with a pig on it..so damn cute n funny la!!!

2008-09-15T10:51:00.002+08:00

last thurs met my nyp gals to celebrate stephe bdae..my thurs was dramatic lor...morning go work while walking to office i realised my shoe e front part opened up!! i was like OMG!!! i need to change a new pair of shoe or buy superglue..so during lunch time walked over to IP to try my luck to find a new shoe but too bad...not even one tt is nice!!! so i went to look for super glue..bobian..then went bengawasolo(dunno how to spell) to buy "CAKE" = mooncake for stephe bdae cuz we celebrating her bdae on tt day..then later part of e day my mummy msg me to tell me my bag gave way cuz she took my bag to use..then i was like "my bag spoil?????????" I NO MORE BAG LE!!!! n its spoilt!!!! lucky jo they all buying one for my bdae..hehe..in one day 2 things spoilt!! 1 is my shoe then my bag!!! since i started work till now been changing 3 to 4 shoes le...OMG!!! hmm..anyway finally found a shoe at e central while waiting for them to reach..then we went to eat curry udon at one of e jap rest in level 3..n stephe use a tiny toothpick as her knife n cut her mooncake with 1 candle on it..then oso gt 5 mini cute donuts...chat n crap awhile then we headed home le..sat went SIM n look at e courses...still in e process of deciding..................................................................

THIS PLACE SUCKS!!!!

2008-08-29T11:12:00.003+08:00

its been a super duper long time since i last blog...but i still haven forgotten abt this blog of mine..so here i am blogging again...but today is nt telling stories..am juz so fed up n cant stand this kuku stupid fuck up place!!!! at first when i juz start this job i found it quite interesting n fun cuz u will get to learn alot..but now......i feel like forcing myself to work everyday...e ppl here, colleagues, job, everything here juz sucks!!!

e ppl r juz so fake n i juz cant stand...at first when i juz join i thought is because am new n nt easy to join or click into them...but now its already a few mths gng to 6mths n their attitude n e way they tok to u or wat so ever juz sucks and so damn sarcastic!!! so wat if am a poly grad?? do u all hav to be so sarcastic?? dun hav to push me round n blame me entirely when e whole fault is nt mine!! dun have to snatch my leave when u all noe tt i will be taking it..

wats e use of treating them so gd when they actually treat u like shit n treat u like an outsider!!! juz simply cant stand it!!! been tolerating it for so long n i've had enough!!! wait till one day i found a better job with better pay i will juz leave as wat u all have always wished for as nobody will be snatching ur pay n bonus..!! even if in e future were to c u all outside u r juz strangers like how u all r treating me!!! treating a part timer like precious but me a new comer like shit!!! is this wat i deserve??

2008-04-04T22:37:00.002+08:00

am back...!! today gt a letter frm NYP abt graduation...then me n hoon is like dunno them oso..follow majority lor..is like very early muz reach..muz reach 1 1/2 hours be4 ceremony.. -_- no difference frm gng to work..

hmm..kk..i will be starting work in another 1 more weeks time..feeling weird weird e..sort of excited n oso sort of sian leh..like haven play enough..rather study better like tt..no need stress n gt into e politics world... -_- hope tt my dept n office ppl r nice ppl.................

this week meet up with stephe n serene..lay hoon didn join us...cuz she gng dinner with family..hmm..long time didn c her oso le..then serene today damn early end work..then we went to marina square n then went yuki yaki to eat..haha..finally serene agreed to go there..then as usual..am e cook...y lay hoon nv come!!!!!hehe...free labour cook...haha..

after dinner serene too tired le so she went home first..then after tt me n stephe continue shopping..then we went into a shop at suntec..i tink is dano...so a bit messy but they having sales..then i took a pile of clothes in n in e end only bought one dress..oppss...hehe..cuz e rest juz dun suit me...then after tt walk walk walk till nth le so we decided to head back home..then at citylink went to series n i bought another dress..hmm...50% off..damn cheap..can wear to work..haha...

then yest meet dear went to amoy street to eat lunch then after tt we went to bugis to shop..then we like suddenly gt e urge to buy e monkey brand bag..tink is slurp???haha..a bit like crumpler..but we prefer e slurp tt one...better n nicer n nt so common...

k la..i shall end here..nite nite.. =)

2008-03-30T12:41:00.002+08:00

hmm...think should b all for past past past................update le..haha..now back to real life...serene gng work at some where at tanjong pagar temp job, lay hoon now working at chinatown, me starting work soon oso at tanjong pagar, so STEPHE!!!!! u muz come down n find us!!!haha...

miss NYP life but life still muz move on..we all finally grad le..after 3 years n NYP..lots n lots n lots of things happened there..happy, sad, fun.....alot...but at least i can sae is we enjoyed our last yr there..miss blk L level 3 vending machine...peach juz tea...

kk..me finally found a job at this tan kok quan partnership..is a law firm..things i will b doing is abit confidential...

then last fri meet up with jess mama n elaine..jess bring us go to this korean restuarant at far east..e food there was...........FANTASTIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!! like e kimchi..e bbq meat n lots...but e bill was even FANTASTIC!!!! $122.?? for 3 ppl..but jess mama pay la..haha..

then yest went dear dear house n movie marathon..haha..didn did much but enjoyed e times..

k la..shall end here..hope can meet up with serene they all soon...esp LAY HOON!!!!! faster find time!!!hehe..kk..take care..bye!! =)

2008-03-30T12:24:00.006+08:00

next!!!! SERENE DA SHOU!!!! her BIRTHDAY!!!!! finally she is 20 le!!!! welcome into e world of 2s..........................................meet stephe in e afternoon then we went to so called source for her present then in e end we went to astoria at great world..david working tt day then we decide to give her flowers..so we 2 did a bouquet of 20 foam roses..n my tu di is stephe..hehe..then after tt we meet lay hoon, lay cheng n lay cheng "SPECIAL FRIEND" went to harbour front buy cake then after tt we were like kuku la..walk around e whole of vivo finding a "indo restaurant" which is actually a "thai restaurant"..had a big feast there n e food was nice!!!like e food there..k la..shall post pics le..enjoy!!

roses for serene

bdae gal cutting cake

cake, flower n bdae gal!!
us..posing for a pic

chocolate cake which is too chocolaty!!!

2008-03-30T12:08:00.005+08:00

ok..back to continue photo updating..think this time i will update my malaysia trip!!! haha..went to pyramid hotel with my mama (god ma n oso my mummy elder sis) then beside this hotel is sunway lagoon..so we cross this super duper duper long bridge....time there was eat n eat n eat!!!we went to lots of resturant..e one which i like most is shogan..is a some sort like sakura in singapore but one gd thing abt them is they also provide steamboat!!

took this pic while crossing e bridge
our hotel tt we stay

ok..climbing up e stairs to cross e super duper duper long bridge

saw e super duper duper long bridge???

finally finish crossing it!!!!

2008-03-24T16:25:00.007+08:00

went to one of e steamboat rest at some where beach road there..e food there so so..nth fantastic..price..okok..

this is taken when we meet up one of e days after my work at JP then we went to IMM ajisen for dinner..then to daiso..took a few funny pics there..

ok..this is being taken on our last day of exam!!! final day to sch n final gathering as a student after sch..first we went to chomp chomp n then to geylang but cant find packing lots..so change destination to changi T3..we had our second round of food at crystal jade shanghai rest..nth special...this r e pics for e day... =) me..browsing through e menu

serene car...but sold le..tts our first n last time sitting this car

2008-03-09T23:07:00.001+08:00

ok....dunno y e server sot sot le...cant upload...tink i do it another day =)

2008-03-09T22:43:00.002+08:00

hey hey yo yo!!!! am back!!! ~FINALLY!!!!!~ haha...kk...i noe its been a super duper duper long time since i last blog...then stephe say c my blog till dun wan open le cuz no update..haha...

but one thing i wan to say is we finally GRADUATE le!!!!! but..............now waiting for results...hope can pass all............sort of miss sch life...then suddenly 3 yrs juz like tt fly so fast...haz....suddenly lost in jungle like tt...dunno wat to do...go interview none gt in....abit sian but still muz jia you..!!!

hmm...abt wat happen e past few mths later i will post e pics then will be easier...recent new is..hmm...still working at astoria lor..as i still find my dream career.......sound like pro like tt..haha...then recently went out with stephe n serene for dinner after work at jurong point..went ajisen then to daiso n took a few kuku pics..haha...but tt day lay hoon nv come cuz she in malaysia...

another news....tml is me n timothy...my dear dear 1st YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!!!! yeah yeah!!!!! haha...1 yr le..so fast...this 1 yr oso alot happen....hope we can have more n more anni..!! dear dear!!!! i love u lots!!! happy anniversay!!! hehe..

k la..!! now post pics le!! ENJOY!!!

2008-01-08T19:47:00.000+08:00

tired tired tired!!!!!!!!!!!!! but at least now not so jia lat as e past few days le...went back to work last week...fri afternoon, sat morning n sun FULL!!!! then mon am so so tired!!!

work was fun n nt bad..onli dun like cuz is under ntuc management then no cashier all this onli need serve cust..then e responsibilities r lesser so time flies slower...

first time work with elaine..elvin sis n sum hu is an interesting guy in his 50s...

hmm....things changing ..... juz feel tt things r abit different this days....

2008-01-02T19:14:00.000+08:00

be4 i start blogging, let me wish all a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! another year past again..which means am 1 yr older again!!!! gng grad soon...scared scared...!!! but tink is aga aga noe wat i wanna do oso le..hope will be a smooth journey!!

hmm..let me look back n compare..2006 n 2007....2007 n e things i had done..

- i enjoyed most of my time
- much more happier
- learnt alot of things frm dear
- happy tt i met dear
- n officially together on 10/03/2007
- FYP with a stupid kuku bao tu pao!!
- attachment with gd working colleagues n lucky gt stephe but everyday very early muz wake up tts where i gt my eye bags!!!
- finally in nyp yr 3
- gt to noe a few new frens frm work
- pay finally increase frm $5 to $5.50 during my 3rd yr at astoria!! -_- (better than nth..haha)
- lots n lots n lots of gd things compared to 2006...

hmm..now tt 2007 is over hope tt 2008 will b a much better n happier year!! hmm..now like all growing up le..starting to get busy with their own things..hope still can contact..

ok..so now lets c...today first day back at sch..n we broke a record..miss called stephe 100 over times n she finally woke up in e afternoon..then we call n call until i oso noe how to sing her tt singtel e bye bye ring ring le..haha..but in between she gt wake up la..but tink she went back to slp again.. -_-

first day at sch n they trying to torture us..!!! no air con at blk L level 6!!! so damn hot la!!! like majiam inside sauna like tt..haha..then we oso miss sch food alot!! finally get to eat my yong tou fu after so many weeks of hol!!! my fav!!! yummy!!! haha..but i ate twice yong tou fu..once at south n e other time at north..haha..fat fat fat le!! but lucky mostly is vege!!!

then oso passed them their christmas presents then serene n lay hoon was like so excited over it la..esp serene..haha..here r e pics..think i'll stop here le..enjoy viewing!!

2007-12-27T20:51:00.000+08:00

christmas is over!!! spend my time fully this few days...of cuz is with dear dear.. =) hmm...let me c....last wed hari raya haji...meet him for dinner at tanjong pagar..usual eating place..but this time eat ramen...last time always eat e korean food...this time tried something special...

actual hari raya on thurs meet dear dear go vivo find presents n watch movie..e golden compass..e show okok...tink will hav golden compass II..lunch eat carl's jr then went for our show then shop till 6+ then eat dinner then go dear dear house help him wrap presents..

fri stayed at home in e day time then evening meet dear dear..cooked black pepper udon but e food turn bad due to keeping too long n oso i tink e black pepper sauce..in e end ended up eating dinner at 10+ at my house...then watch tv then dear dear went home around 11+ 12...

sat....nth special..went suntec buy present for my cousins walk walk n then went dear house..dinner we went parkroyal hotel for christmas dinner buffet..ending up 2 ppl for $80+ near $90..

sun meet dear again!!!! but this day is spend with dear n his family..dear dear wear formal then i wear a dress..we went for another buffet but this time is with his family..at holiday inn..we frm 12+ eat till 3+ 4 then after tt went his house evening went his church for a musical concert then had dinner..church provide e..then we went sembawang park then after tt went home...

mon christmas eve!!! morning meet ger n gave her her christmas present n get e cake frm her which i ordered frm her sis..e cake deco very nice..then after tt meet dear again..evening spent with dear again..haha...past few days all spent with dear dear..so happy.. =) went his house hav christmas dinner with his family..we had sushi, honey glazed chicken, salad, bread, baked beans n forgot still gt wat le...then i passed my present tt i bought for dear dear n he gave me esprit towels..very comfy n is oso my fav color.. =) thanks dear.. =)

tues meet dear dear at late afternoon after he went his ah ma house..then we went around orchard road taking photos..then e road at orchard was block n ppl r allowed to walk on e roads..after our dinner went dear house eat e log cake n drink grape juice..yummy yummy..!!e log cake very nice!!!

wed boxer day which is oso e day after christmas..meet DEAR AGAIN!!!!! haha..this time we went swimming..first time go swimming with him...a bit weird weird e..but will get used to it.. =)

this few days all my time spend with dear dear..so happy!!!!! =) =) =) =) also like e present dear dear gave me for christmas.. =) enjoy all my times with him!!! n its oso e first time we 2 spend so much so much time together!!!! so HAPPY!!!! but next few days dear dear need work le...cant meet him!!!! so sad....hope can meet up again soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CHRISTMAS WAS FUN!!!!!!!
ENJOYED MY DAYS WITH DEAR THIS FEW DAYS!!!
THANKS DEAR!!!
I LOVE U!!! =) =) =)

2007-12-18T14:42:00.000+08:00

12 Ways To LOVE A Girl-->

1. Hug her from behind.
2. Grab her hand when you walk next to her.
3. When standing, wrap your arms around her.
4. Cuddle with her.
5. Dont force her to do ANYTHING!
6. Write little notes.
7. Compliment her.
8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
9. Say I love you.....and MEAN IT!
10. Brush the hair out of her eyes
11. Comfort her when she cries.
12. Love her with all your heart

Girls- add this if you think its sweet.

Guys- add this if you would do any of it.

2007-12-18T14:30:00.000+08:00

Meeting you was fate

Becoming your friend was a choice

But falling in love with you was beyond my control

2007-12-17T16:38:00.000+08:00

hols le..2 weeks break...hmm..this 2 weeks think this week will b more free bah..dear dear need work then today he sae he working late..then i meeting mama mummy n my cousin they all for dinner at amk hub...i miss him..!!!

sat meet dear dear then we went for movie..watched golden compass..e show was nt bad..starting a bit dun understand..then behind okok...tink will hav golden compass 2 bah..then after movie was like 5+ then we went shopping buying christmas things n clothes then shop n walk to my legs tired la..think we been walking for dunno how many hours..then we saw summer at taka..was shock oso then she sae she waiting for elvin sis..after tt we finally had our dinner cum supper at 11+ after tt went home..

how i wish this sat faster come...hope dear dear no need work on sat sun mon tues n hopefully can get wed off oso....our very first christmas spend together..then currently now is like most of e schedule planned is with his family they all...hope gt time for e 2 of us..hope to spend time with dear oso...

last nite was reading through e msg tt dear send..i saved those tt i found it meaningful..hmm... time really flies..been together for 9 mths plus like tt le..sae long oso nt very long..short oso nt very short..we had fun, problems, sad n happy times together..starting was a bit shaky for us..then now is like better le..hope will be even longer n longer.....................gt him guiding me n always there for me e feeling is great..i oso wan to b there for dear n dun wan him stress over work all this...wan him happy happy oso...sometimes c him stress tired alot on his head all this i oso xin tong...how i wish i can share with him n guide him n teach him....

in another 1 week we will b spending our first christmas..then another few mths our first chinese new yr n valentine..then our 1st ani...cant wait for all this to come....!! wan spend lots n lots n lots of this special days with dear....

cant imagine days without him..sometimes i ask myself...wat will happen if his nt there?? wat if he didn appear in my life??? will i still b tt xin fu n fortunate?? lay hoon they all always sae among e 4 of us gals am e most fortunate one....n really glad tt i am so xin fu n fortunate now...all thanks to dear for coming into my life n sharing life with me..it takes 2 hands to clap...one hand is urs n one is mine...holding on forever n nv letting it go....

e feeling is like so strong tt i dunno how to say or put it in words...its even more than 'i love u' this 3 words...

dear...really really really love u lots n lots n lots n lots n lots n lots..................................i miss u.....when can i meet u??? when we meet up i make something nice nice give u eat kk.. =)

2007-12-14T12:11:00.000+08:00

its e hols le!!!!! now is week 9...week 10 n 11 term break...CHRISTMAS is coming!!! first christmas gng to spend with dear..hope will b something memorable n fun....

so fast now week 9 le..still gt another few more weeks be4 we officially grad n leave e sch...how fast time flies...so long didn blog oso le..again lots of things happened..test, projects, sch, gng out, gng KL...blah blah blah.......then lay hoon tt time bdae..we gals treated her to fish n co..its been a long time since we gals sit down n have a meal outside le..a real gathering type of meal...

then dear dear oso finish his re-service le..but still busy with work..hope christmas week he will b more free...k la..time to post e pics.. =)

pic taken by hao han on sch atrium bridge

study study study!!!

christmas tree at vivo

cousin n cousin on e way to KL

mother n daughter at KL theme park

2007-12-10T22:15:00.000+08:00

wat eva i said u juz won listen or try to pay attention...y??? hav u ever spared a thought on how i feel??? wat if i oso always treat u like tt..how will u feel??? ya i noe ur joking..but u should noe when to get serious n when to play or fool around...y izzit whenever i try to tok something serious with u u always treat it so lightly??? u tink by one word "SORRY" n everything will b fine??? i feel very sad n hurt...have u given a thought of how i will feel??? ppl always say if u dun wan others to treat u this way then dun treat others like tt..y i always try to listen to wat u say but this is not wat i get in return???

2007-11-13T17:28:00.000+08:00

hey...!! back to blog again..hmm...tink will hav lots to write bah..lets start frm last wed bah!! last wed lay hoon they all went chomg chomg eat but i cant go cuz i promised hong they all le..come my house for dinner..hmm..partly oso cuz i forgot abt their wed thing then oso haben confirm so i promised hong tt side le..sorry....ya..back to wed..meet jo after sch go ntuc buy things..then dear came after work oso..dinner was very late at 10 cuz wait for our VIP..haha..hong brought some one to intro to us..n..its a guy..so should noe la..haha..after dinner eat dessert then they go home le..dear stayed a while more tok tok n then he oso hav to go home le..

then thurs public hol..morning meet jo n min n hong go ice skating..i was e first to fell..is like so damn pain la!! after skating a bit sian..so we went over to k box..then i acc them for dinner..then they hav to go le cuz hong hav to book in..then i went down to outram to meet dear dear..actually we wanted go eat other things but in e end went bk cuz a bit sian oso..then tok n tok n tok..after tt go home le..

fri...hmm....evening meet hong n jo go buy present for her bf father cuz his bdae is on sat..e next day...me n jo was tinking they very fast la!! so fast meet e parents le..haha..lets wish them all e best too... =)

sat meet dear dear then we went mirama hotel eat dim sum buffet..was my idea cuz i very long n eat dim sum le...suddenly go e cravings for it..hehe..eat till alot la..then we went to catch a movie...stardust..hmm..e show nt bad la..at least better then e seeker..starting watch will blur n dun understand but as it goes..slowly will noe wat it is abt le..then after show ard 5+ near 6 then frm thiong bahru plaza walk to dear dear house..walking was like 45mins...was like -_- so log distance..his dad hear le sae we siao..gt bus or train dun take wan walk..haha..then went for dinner with his dad n bro..after tt we meet hong n eric..then wanted go mt fabour but n parking lot..so in e end went labordor..

sun...hmm..went ku ma house cuz she juz had an opp on her hand..then saw da biao jie..n she is pregnant again la!!! 4th kid le..we was like !!??!!??!?? then tok to her awhile abt jobs all this..then i left first cuz meeting dear n his family for dinner..

now dear dear in camp...onli sat then can book out...miss him like hell la..!! hav to make my own plans...without dear ard like nt used to it...haiz...dear....faster finish ur re-service..!!! sat faster come!!!! at least this time better than he tt time go japan..at least now can tok on phone...but is like 3 weeks la!!! onli can meet him on sat.... =( haiz...k la..i gtg le..need go do things..will b back... =)

2007-11-06T17:16:00.000+08:00

lab test juz ended..cisco packet tracer lab test..hmm..e test hai hao..okok bah..hope e few of us can pass..tml hong they all coming over my house eat dinner..then there will be one special guest..haha..hong introducing us one guy tt she noe through her training..then..hmm..should noe la..a fren bring a guy to show us means...hehe..tml all of us excited la..then long time oso nv c them or tok le..then sin oso bringing nick..dear oso coming over..hmm..haha..like we all like stressing those hu dun hav bf yet..haha..but actual motive is chit chat n tok tok...like dear say..always gossip gossip...hehe...then thurs deepavali..which oso means hol!! n LONG WEEKEND!!!! cuz study break...then morning gng ice skate with hong n jo n min..nite meeting dear for dinner...hmm..think tml n thurs n fri will b fun!! hehe..k la..shall end here..later still gt nite cls..haiz...machine gun teacher...

2007-11-04T23:11:00.000+08:00

have things change or am i thinking too much...??? where r those ques or words tt u will normally ask or sae??? izzit becuz it should be like tt after sometime??? things will change.......n i juz hav to accept it.....

2007-11-01T20:14:00.001+08:00

hey...!! am back again to post again...this week like a bit sian n stress n.....esp now...nite cls...then e teacher teach like majiam machine gun..or i tink like one rocket..then lay hoon sae is not teacher fast is she slow....she tortise...haha...after lesson tink dear coming pick me up bah...bag so damn heavy la... -_-

tml tink mayb meeting jia feng they all bah..long long time nv meet them le..e last time is chalet..ganna drunk by them..haiz..

hope sat faster come then can go out with dear dear..go eat n play etc etc..its been a long long long long time since we last enjoyed ourselves..at last dear slowly recovering le..hope he can faster totally be ok..then he gng for re service le..onli sat then can come out..which means one week=meet him once onli..sad sad..... =( tts y this few days muz play n eat till shiok..hehe..gt alot things wanna eat..wait fat le..haha...

this lab is bored......teacher like teaching himself onli...then dun care abt us.....haiz.....wondering next few weeks dear nt around how...like nt used to it..like tt time he go japan like tt..but at least this time is better...can tok on e phone n msg..won b tt jia lat....

long time oso nv meet hong le..wonder how is her training..actually they tml meeting but meeting very late..dun think can go..next time then meet them bah..like gt alot to tok n sae..mayb can meet them on one of e fri bah..

deepavali coming le..e ah nie all celebrating..tt day gd day to go out too..hehe..this sem timetable okok..hope dec got promo then can work..enjoy e times when we all work at promo..very fun n some more "free meals"..hehe..onli we noe y..haha..pulling my cousin in to join too..k la..gtg end here..gt one kuku beside me sae i writing compo..haha..bye le.. =)

2007-10-27T21:22:00.000+08:00

hihi..here to blog again..so fast week 2 end again..left with 14 more weeks in sch bah i tink..be4 we all grad..so fast..how time really flies..know my sec sch gang for 8 yrs le..know e poly sis for sae gng 3 yrs le..how fast time flies..wonder wat all of us will b like in another 5 yrs down e road..we will still be like now?? will we still meet up?? will we still have time for a drink or tok?? hate growing up..but everybody still has to grow up one fine day...hopefully next time we will all still b able to find e time to hang out all this..slowly everybody gng their own ways...own things to do..etc..etc..hong gt training..jo looking for job..mayb taking PT studies at e same time..e rest in RP busy with FYP n studies..ghim juz started sch at TP..good luck!! min..study...haiz.. then poly sis..hmm..all working..study..lets all work hard together n together grad...cls now is like....we all noe la..dun wan sae oso..still prefer our previous cls..abit not used to this one now..sch is stress n diff to cope at e beginning but think with e help from all of us things shoud b ok bah...hmm..then dear till now still sick..so ke lian..its been like a week le..dear dear FASTER RECOVER!!!! its been a long long long long time since we 2 went out le..go for movies, eat, walk around, sit e car u drive all this...hate those uncle hu fetch me back in taxi...everytime reach home will vomit e..so violent la they all...brake till i can fly.. -_- dear...!!!!!!!! FASTER GET WELL SOON!!! then we can go out n hav fun le...!! k.. =) k la..shall end here le..take care everybody.. =)

2007-10-25T14:30:00.000+08:00

am back..long time nv blog le..now in sch..today cls till 9.30..gt nite cls.........but tml is OFF DAY!! no sch...gng tourism career fair with jo go cc..then dear this week sick..high fever..today still muz go work..so ke lian...ying ying yest bdae..long time nv c them le..cls this sem very sian...same cls with tt idiot..then latest news is joshua e teeth..so jia lat n ke lian..wan laugh but feel he very ke lian e teeth..muz ren.....cls e motive very indirectly very selfish...can c e difference now..very ming sian..haiz..hope our this grp all can pass this sem n grad together..

2007-09-26T01:54:00.000+08:00

juz gt into e world of 2s...now am 20 le..wat can i say abt all this yrs in my life...there r happy times, sad times, times tt r memorable, time n things tt cannot be forgoten, lessons learnt...etc..etc.. on my bdae tt day was happy..dear personally try to take off so tt he can acc me on tt day..then e day be4 my bdae had dinner with mummy daddy n dear..then dear bought me e pendant tt i saw at SK..really like e box n card n e present frm him..he deco e box with things in n out..then fri evening met ger they all at LJS..there were ger, min, jo, hong n ghim..win n sin didn come cuz they cant make it..oso gt another present frm them..

days this days hav been bored..am stuck at home for dunno how many days le..seldom go out cuz dear working..then jo n hong oso working..e rest start sch le..haiz..AM BORED AT HOME!!!!!! nth much to do..watch tv n slp..i wan sch faster start!!! then recently been quarrelling with dear over small matters..juz had another small quarrel with him juz now...been feeling bad..this days juz dun seem rgt..things juz go against our way......all i can do is think, blame myself y this n tt happen, cry be4 i slp n think of how i can improve..sometimes i show attitude, flare up at u for no reason...i really feel very bad..am scared tt i might lose u cuz of all this..i hate tt kind of feeling..i dun wan to lose u..really wan to spend my future with u..will it happen?? i hate quarelling with u..i wan to improve n be a better a gf..i wan to be like last time when we juz started off..can we stop all e quarrelling?? will tt song still apply to us??? dear..u really treat me veri gd..i really wan to be a better gf...............i really do love u alot...dear..i juz wan to tell u am sorry...am sorry to e things tt i hav done...am sorry......................

2007-09-19T16:24:00.000+08:00

After Watching 881 at AMK hub

e bouquets i did while at work

At NYNY

Chalet

Ger Bdae

Min Bdae

2007-09-19T16:20:00.000+08:00

hey!!! am back again.. =) hmm..this hol like 1 mth is over le..left with 1 more mth of hol then it will b e start of sch again..this whole hol..hmm..bdaes, chalet, gng out, working..seldom online this days..then today results juz released..haha..lucky ipp n fyp both oso pass..hmm..my bdae will b 2 days away..hope it will b a happy day cuz this days things like keep gng against e way i wan...k la..will b posting pics again..so enjoying viewing.. =)

2007-08-27T16:37:00.001+08:00

hey hey yo yo!! am here again to post my blog!! hmm..attachment is over le..for around 2 weeks le bah..then now is oso my hols..a bit bored oso cuz this mth nt working..no schedule..next mth then start.. -_- hmm..wat hav i been doing this few weeks ah...hmm..monday cook fried rice n one side dish for my family n for dear then bring over to his place n we went somewhere to hav our dinner..haha..after dinner we 2 very kuku like tt..rush to my house to watch e last espisode of e channel 8 9pm show..haha..funny la..like dunno how many thousand yrs nv watch tv like tt le..hehe..then tues meet sin n jo go ps find ger bdae present...then we went to ajisen to eat..yummy yummy...!! my fav volcano ramen..haha..wed..my mummy ask me cook e kong ba bao..then i ask dear come my house makan makan..but be4 tt i need bring some of it to my ah yi house..n 1 kuku thing is tt i give alot of e meat to my ah yi n left abit of e meat for ourselves..hehe...therefore my poor mummy onli gt lots of tau pok egg mushroom n bamboo shoot to eat..hehe..thurs..hmm...ya..went to watch 881 with my cousins..nt bad la e show..hai hao hai hao..fri we celebrate ger bdae in e evening then morning dear come my house cuz he take fri leave..we went chong pang eat breakfast then come my place..then afternoon meet sin do e present thing n later on ger join us..dear on his way home drive n fetch us to orchard..thanks dear.. =) sat meet dear dear for awhile..then we had a very very late n long eat lunch at ichiban..e food there nt bad..but i tink a bit ex..after tt i went home cuz my gan ma come then go make specs n eat dinner with my cousins..sun...rest dae..n today is monday...oso rest day..am sick of being at home!!! haiz..lucky tml meeting ger n sin..if nt i will b bored to DEATH!!! hehe...hope this week will b fun!! looking forward to our chalet this fri sat n sun!! hehe..i will b bringing my piggy along..haha..

2007-08-18T12:53:00.000+08:00

days at MAKINO

2007-08-18T12:36:00.000+08:00

our first viewing of fire works...

jia feng 17 bdae

our dinner then went to seletar reservior

2007-08-18T12:32:00.001+08:00

HEY HEY!!! haha..long long super duper long time nv blog le..n now finally is e end of our attachment n sem..!! haha..HOLIDAYS!!! finally...after waiting for 1 yr..!! finally we got our hols le..hehe..during this weeks..alot has happened..hmm..sin yi bdae, jia feng bdae, dinner n movie with astoria colleagues, meeting hoon they all, attachment there, go c fireworks with dear..etc etc..haha..will upload e pics e..

2007-07-05T21:08:00.000+08:00

Simply LOVE e lyrics of this song...

If I had to life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so early
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

[Chorus]
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

2007-07-05T20:20:00.001+08:00

hmm..its been a long long long long...time since i last post my blog le bah..hehe..too tired le..n no time oso..hmm..everyday wake up at 5+ go tuas for attachment..tired...but we're left with 5 more weeks onli..hehe haha..hope this 5 weeks faster past..hmm..most recent events..last sat we went k box celebrate sin yi bdae..her bdae is on tues..but we had an advance celebration for her..after tt went outram meet dear then we went to sentosa..one of e pub there near e beach sit sit tok tok..hmm..there very peaceful..like e nite view there oso..today is thurs le..am looking forward to sat!! weekends!! means slping late n gng out..hehe..currently now nth do..dear nt free..then i oso dun wan disturb him..so come n post..i miss dear badly....didn c him for a few days le..hope tml can meet bah..

2007-06-21T21:24:00.000+08:00

sian....am down with a serious cold again.... -_- last week sick cuz of cold..now sick oso due to cold..then doc sae cuz i hav a sensitive nose n cuz change in weather temp tts y i very easy ganna cold..then he give me antibiotics, cold n fever medicine..sian...medicine again.. -_- then dear sae i muz eat finsh all my antibiotics..I HATE MEDICINE!!!!!!!!!! but muz listen to dear..if nt wait he will nag again..haha..n my supervisor will b away for 2 days..then doc oso give me 2 days mc..haiz..sian...i miss dear.....

2007-06-16T21:14:00.000+08:00

our bbq at sembawang park..hmm...think is e day be4 mothers' day in may bah..haha

juz reached sembawang park

wat is jo trying to do???
hmm....
jo n hong
hmm..wat is min trying to do too??
cant break e ice!!!!
me n min with our tongs..

am hot..!!
jo n joo
hong watching e cook cooking..free show
me

FOOD!!!
hmm..so many food how to cook??

eye power!!!

hong n jo
eating
eat again!!
at last jo is cooking

2007-06-16T21:08:00.000+08:00

met hoon serene n stephe on wed..then went for movie n this r e pics we took on tt dae.. =)

us outside borders

liyun,me,serene n stephe
serene..dun b sad when i throw my hp
me hoon serene n my hand

2007-06-16T20:49:00.000+08:00

this r e few photos tt i had taken during my trip to batam with mummy, mama and my 2 cousins..

our hotel

spa entrance
anybody need an umbrella??
am being block!!!
our travel agency

this cute little boy in e same bus as us

my 2 cousins me n mummy

me n hao hao

e things tt we bought

tea tree spa

2007-06-16T20:38:00.000+08:00

mummy juz bought me a new bf today..haha..N73i..hmm..stephe gng complain tt i copy her again..haha..but tml then can get it cuz e on e spot tt one sound system gt problem..then mummy n me share money buy one phone for my daddy for fathers' day..hmm..today is normal..stay at home n slp e whole day..nv go work cuz of my cold..then too tired oso..so stay at home n slp e whole day..then suddenly dear msg me sae tt they missed their check in timing..tml then can come back.. =( i miss dear alot...been looking forward to today for very long le..but in e end tml then can come back...sad...
=( =( hmm...dear......faster come back...i miss u lots n lots n lots......

2007-06-14T22:17:00.000+08:00

HONG!!! ur gng to turn 20 in another 1hr n 35min..haha...let me wish u an advance HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! hope u like e presents tt we had done for u.. =) 20 years OLD le..haha..wish u happy everyday and all e best to you!!! n last but nt least hope u will get into ur dream career: POLICE FORCE!!! haha..FUTURE POLICE WOMAN!!dun play play ah..hu dare bully me u all better be careful ah..haha..

Happy Birthday to u (x4)
u ownself sing bah..hehe

2007-06-14T22:13:00.000+08:00

hmm..currently now at work..attachment..feeling very bored n tired so I decided to write out e things tt I will blog today..frm week 1 till now week 3..everyday come here do data entry..but is enter datas of different production lines..got OEM for S33 and S56,Version 7,8,10 and 11.. OEM Variation for Edge 2 and Edge 3...etc..etc..later gng jo house after work..need chiong there cuz need cook hong bdae mian xian..haha..no cake so we doing something special..then thought of mian xian like abit unique n funny n oso suitable for a bdae..haha..her present mostly is all hand made e..gt story book, photo frame, n me e cook..haha..cooking mian xian..haha..then we bought one nike sports shorts for her..

hmm..really feel myself very lucky oso..gt a grp of frens n oso a dear by my side..though tt time after knowing it, he did msg some harsh n nasty things which makes me feel very sad n hurt, but in the end he did apologise to me too..saying he feel very bad n he didn mean it…hmm..its ok dear..wat rights do I hav to b angry with u??cuz am in e wrong..i hide something frm u..but in e end I still chose to tell u n nt hide anymore cuz I feel tt I should be open n truthful to u..like u said..nth will change..even if it changes, it will change for the better..so lets all put e unhappy things aside n look forward to a brighter future!! =)

Dear..juz wan to let u noe I really feel very happy when ever am with u..though e things tt we do r simple but as long as ur by my side I already feel very happy..dear..thanks for putting urself into my shoes n understand and u nv ever blamed me be4..thanks for always being so understanding..thanks for loving me..thanks for always being there for me..thanks for always protecting me n taking care of me..thanks for being my dear..thanks for every every things tt u hav done..be it small or big things..really love u a lot…this few days u keep asking me wat do I wan frm japan..n my ans to u everytime was I dun wan anything..i juz wan u back can le..tts true..hope u can faster come back..another 2 more days..faster..FASTER!!!haha..

Hmm..yest went out with hoon stephe n serene..we went to watch Shrek 3..haha..cuz serene gt 4 free tickets so we yest go watch..a funny show n a lot ppl..haha..long time nv c them le..exp serene n hoon..stephe I everyday c oso c till sian le..haha..she everyday come work play game e..always nth do..haha..

K la..gng back to work le..MORE DATA ENTRY!!!

2007-06-12T13:14:00.000+08:00

currently at home now blogging...get half day mc..down with serious cold n headache n fever...been thinking alot more recently n i finally chose to tell him...am i wrong to tell e truth n i should hide it frm u forever???i onli noe i juz wan u to noe abt it n i really dun wish to hide it..i juz wan to b truthful to u rather than one dae u find out urself..ur first msg really hurt me alot..i really dun hav anything hiding frm u..n am nt taking any advantage of ur kindness to me..really...i noe everybody hav a limit to everything..i juz feel tt i should let u noe cuz i juz wan to b truthful to u..am i wrong?????its raining outside now..n inside me its oso e same....i dare nt think of e worst cuz i noe i cant afford or accept it cuz its juz too deep..i've been deeply cut once..i cant afford another deeper cut inside me....feel like crying on ur shoulder but will u still be there for me???will u still walk through with me till e end??will u still nt let anyone bully me??will u still love me like be4??will u still hold me close to u??will u try to understand me??will u be there to ease my worries??will u will u?????all i noe is e feeling n love is juz too deep....will it still carry on????

2007-06-11T22:21:00.000+08:00

very long nv blog le..hmm..tink e last time i blog when i am doing my fyp bah..haha..no time..now having attachment le..frm 7.30am to 4.48pm kuku timing.. -_- muz b thinking y 4.48pm rgt??haha..cuz my attachment area is at gul avenue which is oso at tuas..4.48pm then can clock out n then there will b feeder bus to boon lay..jurong point there..everyday 5.20am muz wake up le..then 6.10am like tt leave house go woodlands meet stephe cuz he father drive us to our work..everyday reach at 7am like tt..lucky gt stephe together with me during attachment but our dept is different..she is under MIS which is an IT dept then only need wear formal nia..while mine is R&D dept..dunno wat kuku dept..juz noe i everyday muz do data entry..then gt uniform and safety boots but e boots can dun need wear..first day wear e uniform then tt kuku stephe keep laughing..nie nie e she..sae i like teletabies.. -_-our dept very very near..so everytime will meet go break, toilet, eat..then first few days i every morning run to chase e train if nt meet stephe i will b late..then go home oso run n chase bus cuz if nt e uncle will gothen we need take own transport to get out..next abt food...here e food damn cheap but nt very nice..miss nypthings..south canteen naugets,bubble tea,wedges,kaya bread,vending machine,self declared break etc etc....now we allattachment then we realised school is still e best..haha..then very long nv meet hoon n serene le..actually last thurs suppose to meet them e but dear flying to japan to work then i go send him off so i didn meet them..mayb this wed bah..dear gng for abt 10 days..!! gonna miss him alot..suddenly he nt around feel abit strange strange e..very nt use to it..though he last time oso gt like tt work then gt like 1 week like tt nv meet..but is over here..this time is diff..he out of the country then onli can msn or e-mail...sms n calls try to cut down cuz overseas call very ex..how i wish e next few days faster pass then he can faster come back le..today go work VERY VERY VERY no mood... :( miss dear alot..send him off nearly cried but try to tahan..cuz alot ppl..gt his parents, bro,his commandor fren guo qiang and his gf..so tahan n hold back... :( sad la.. :( haiz...k la..shall end here..hope this 5 days faster pass...

2007-05-18T12:24:00.000+08:00

Loves n Hates...do you noe wat are all ur love n hates???hmm..let me try to link mine all out bah....

Loves:
food, fruits n drinks
Lime juice
Ice lemon tea
Ice green tea (esp tian yu di green tea)
Ice mocha (esp starbucks)
Orea chocolate crush
Ice peach tea w aleo vera
Waffle
Sour sour food
Spicy food(trying to cut down cuz dear sae no gd...)
Yong Tou Fu
You Mian(esp FJ you mian)
Lamian n Xiao Long Bao
Pizza
BBQ Steamboat(esp yuki yaki)
Sakae (esp all those toufu,crab meat,steam egg...)
Watermelon
Orange
Apple
Rock Melon
Grape
Dark Chocolate

Frens:
Lay Hoon
Stephe
Serene
Hao Han
Shu Yun
Jolene
Gerlisa
Sin Yi
Winston
Ghim Thiong
Min Er
Jia Feng
Allan
Elvin
Ying Ying
PJJ...
MY DEAR..his acc, his stories, his talking, his everything... =)

Doing
Shopping
Gng out with frens
Gng out with dear
Watching drama series (full house, zhuan jiao yu dao ai, sorry i love u, my name is kim sam soon...etc...etc..)

Things
Light pink roses
Champayne roses
Light pink tulips
My watch(by dear)
NIKE bag (by dear)
My puma n dear's puma jacket
My wallet
Neo prints
Soft gummy sweets
Small small cute puppies
Anything tt is pink
e 2 necklaces frm hong they all

Places
Sembawang Park
MT Fabor
Labrador Park

HATES
Carrot
Garlic
Too much meats
FATS
Skins
Gassy Drinks
Insects
Backstabbers
Ppl who put on a fake mask

hmm think tts all le bah..cant tink of any anymore..haha

2007-05-18T12:07:00.000+08:00

Are you drinking the right tea?

1. People who use their "brain" to work or students who study
hard day and night.
---> should drink more Chrysanthemum Tea.

2. People who need a lot of body energy to work or those people that do
a lot of exercise everyday.
---> should drink Wu Loong Tea.

3. People who travel on a bike or work in dirty and polluted places.
--- should drink Green Tea.

4. For people who likes to sit down all day long and not doing anything
even exercising
--- must drink Green Tea and Flower Tea.

5. People who smoke and drink a lot of alcoholic drinks.
--- should drink more Green Tea.

6. Carnnivore ( those people who must eat meat at least once a day, or feel sick or not feeling well)
--- try to drink some Wu Loong Tea.

7. People who go to the washroom too often or too less.
--- should drink more Honey Tea

8. People with high cholesterol and high blood pressure.
--- Wu Loong Tea, Green Tea.

9. Those who work with computers everyday.
--- need to drink ALOT of Tea (any tea will do).

Whenever you are working with the computer, you should make some tea, drink
it when you are free.

Drinking Tea is healthy, it can protect and prevent the harmful Ultraviolet
light from harming us (when using computer).

Furthermore, it can also cure us when we are tired and help making our
body feel fresh again.

2007-05-18T11:51:00.000+08:00

2nd last week of FYP le..hmm...feeling right now..??..hmm
- EXCITED!!! (no need c tt kuku partner)
- FUN!!
-STRESS!!! (all thanks to tt kuku bao tou po)
- no more SLACKING!! (self-declared break)
- ATTACHMENT coming soon
- will MISS vending machine (sitting at blk L stairs drinking n toking n playing hp games)
haha..kind of looking forward to my attachment but will miss my days in sch..gng for short breaks with serene, stephe they all, waiting for serene come sch then go makan lunch, sitting at e stairs outside blk L playing serene hp game n drinking peach juzTea..haha..tt time dear told me tt he will b gng to japan to work was kind of very sad..n she bu de..cuz suddenly he nt around me i gt e feeling tt i will b very lost n no one there to guide me blah blah blah..in e end he told me tt he nt gng le..cuz e things there cancel le..YEAH!!!! but....he might b gng for e second trip there..hmmm..mayb around next fri or sat or sun...yi qu jiu yao qu 1 week... =( ganna spend e up coming public hol without gng out with him.. =( but will b confirmed again...n one last thing..finally gt e big rock down le...but still feel kind of uneasy, uncertain...although he sae its all rgt..but i juz gt e fang bu xia feeling...n as usual..ate alot of spicy food n slowly my mood coming back again...am i trying to act strong or?? really need a shoulder to lie on.........................

2007-04-30T00:26:00.000+08:00

hmm...how to describe it..?? i oso dunno wat to write or sae..feelings now very messy n confused..like alot of things in mind like tt..really miss u alot alot n alot..!!! e feeling towards you grow day by day..by e things u do frm e start always rang wo gan dong...dear...really hope tt u will always stay by my side n look after me n protect me...u always sae gt things muz sae..u won let anybody bully me..i oso dunno wat makes me love u..i onli gt one mission..which is to stay by ur side..n i noe u will always protect me.. =) thanks dear..for all e things u had done..love u lots.. =)

2007-04-28T22:21:00.000+08:00

no mood..today totally moodless..oso dunno y i suddenly like tt..mayb after hearing certain things today or after what happened yest..am i trying to b strong or izzit am trying to run away from it??really wan to find a quiet place n b alone..feel like crying out..crying on his shoulder.. dear..thanks for being with me yest n telling me so many things..everytime when i gt any prob or things u will always b there for me telling n explaing things to me..teaching wat is wat..but everytime when u hav probs all i can do is juz listen to ur probs n nt able to help u..i really dun wan to add on my probs to urs..i noe u care for me..thanks dear..next week u will need to chiong ur work le..cant meet u for nearly a week..gonna miss u alot..!!really hope tt tml u won b tired so tml can meet or have to wait dunno when then can meet up.. :( really wan to go sembawang park there..so peaceful n e view is nice..mayb i really need some peaceful time n get away frm this disturbed environment bah...........

2007-04-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

waT iS pJJ n JiA fENg tryING tO dO???

wOw!!! bicYCLe GanG?? haHa..CaugHT pLayinG gaMe wHiLe reSTing..
e 5 guYs leadiNG e wAY whiLE mE n YinG yiNG juZ foLLow..

ElVin'S laTEst poSe

TireD yiNG yinG n aLLan afTEr beinG founD bacK bY jiA FEng..
(theY botH wenT MIA foR a fEw hoUrs!!!!)

2007-04-25T19:26:00.000+08:00

am SICK today!!!!!!! haiz..everytime oso e same..stomach n gastric prob..drink too muck lime juice n eat too much spicy food le..kanna nag my me mummy n dear todae.. -_-' but oso gd thing la..gt myself 2 days mc..haha..but juz feel bored being at home..sian..AM BORED!!!! hehe..but lucky tml mc but gng out meet jo n hong..haha..then dear sae i very nonsense..cant sit still e..like one monkey..box him ah..haha..hmm..like very long haben post msg le..n i still haben upload my pics..now gt more pics le..cuz sat me n dear went sentosa to play..haha..had a FUN but TIRING day!!! then e next day sun need go sgh work morning..damn tired weekend..sun went there work..then dear came to find me after his church pai me go eat lunch cuz he nite gng his ah ma house then we won b meeting so he came in e afternoon find me..haha..hmm..now charging my digi cam e batt..when its full le then i post all e pics inside.. =) hmm..still haben get e rest of e pics frm dear..haha..c la..when i got his e then will post again..alright end here for today..bye.. =)

2007-04-17T22:16:00.000+08:00

hey hey yo yo...hmm..sound excited??no...no...life this 2 days sucks!!! kanna backstab by own grp mate..tt kuku blacky..nt sae i racist or wat but hu can tahan those backstabbers n ppl putting on a fake mask!!! WTH!!!! infront act till like very gd with u then behind dunno wat e hell did she complain..f*** la she..wat to do??bo bian..already e 7 week of this whole fyp thing..cant differ..sian.. -_-' i rather be under EI n with my own course ppl though EI is very strict with attandance...than to b under SIT n with this kind of grp mate...have to go through e next 20+ days having war n all e tahaning..but am glad tt i hav frens n dear around me to support n encourage me n warn me against her..yest scold all e #!*@# stephe oso shock...tell me first time hearing me scold all this..haha..haiz..enough of all this shit..hmm..lets tok abt some happy things..cant let this incident affect me..!! muz b strong!! sat dear buy for me e bag tt i've been aiming for for quite sometime le..thanks dear.. =) sat we went to catch a show called 'Shooter' ..quite nice e show..then after tt went to buy my bag then meet his fren n we went geylang to eat..haha..dun anyhow think ah..hehe..first time there to eat..nt bad..but e place is quite messy..haha..haiz..tired le..n is all thanks to tt blackie..cuz i've decided tt we each do an individual project..k la..shall end here..will update more abt my WAR!! haha..

2007-04-12T11:21:00.000+08:00

hey hey yo yo..!! back to update again le!! excited mah??haha..first thing first..tell u all one very funny thing..tt time gd fri as u all noe..went east coast cycling with jia feng they all..then at nite when timo was driving us home in e van, he suddenly brake till very hard all thanks to e kuku car infront..then poor elvin n allan was sitting behind n they roll to e front cuz of e brake la!! then elvin was like so excited like tt..then i ask him: 'elvin, u roll to e front like very excited hor..' n they laugh..tt dae outing was fun la!! will upload e pics real soon..haha..next up coming e tink will b either ice skating or canoeing!! looking forward to it!! haha..then my presentation was on mon..then me n my grp ppl like aliens like tt..wear formal..presentation was ok..but they juz keep bombing us ques!! wth!! but its over..so can relax abit..haha..todae meeting sin n ger gng midnight k..think fri i go sch confirm panda eyes e..haha...die..looking forward to sat leh..can meet dear le..hmm..think gt 3 to 4 daes nv meet le..but sat will b meeting him n am nt working on tt dae..!! yeah..!! haha..k la..i gtg le..update soon again.. =)

2007-04-06T00:09:00.001+08:00

hmm..hey hey..!! am still alive!! haha..though its been some time since i last post an entry..hmm..but at least am here to udate rgt??better than nth mah..hehe..my kuku fyp presentation is next mon lor..then stephe hoon serene han han they all next wed or thurs..nie nie e..haha..hmm..cant wait for tml...cuz meeting jia feng they all go east coast cycling...!!! good friday..so muz enjoy n play n hav FUN!!! haha..then cant wait to c elvin cycling..hmm..sporty side of elvin???!!! haha..OMG!!! juz simply cant imagine him cycling n e sporty him!!!??? hmm...haha..sounds interesting n fun tml bah..haha..but ke lian e dear...need drive us here n there..hmm..poor uncle ahmad..opps...hehe.. =P now charging my digi cam batt..dunno muz wait how long..cuz scared wait in case dear e digi cam no batt at least gt one back up..k la..shall end here todae..thats all folks..haha =)

2007-04-02T23:07:00.000+08:00

hmm..back here posting again..its been a long time since i last post an entry..life has been fine..gng out with him, gng out with jia feng..my colleagues they all, gng to sch n gng to work..all is normal n smooth...n i realised one thing...dae by dae e feeling grows...hmm..hope tt this will last..n to my surprise was tt he actually encourage me in e things tt i do n decide as long as there aren't any bad pts..cuz i thought tt one of my decision he will object..but to my surprise he actually support me n sae juz do it n there's no harm giving it a try, time is can find e..everytime e things u do n sae to me really makes me touched..e things u bought, forcing me to eat medicine, fetching me after sch or work no matter how late it is even though u noe tt u will reach home even later, buying my fav sweet, knowing tt i always ganna cold n bought me e vicks sweet n blah blah blah....is like really alot!!! thanks dear.. =)

2007-03-26T22:35:00.000+08:00

hey hey yo yo..!!hehe..am back here posting again..haha..long time nv come online e..hmm..so let me start frm sat bah..as usual..nth special..went to work at GWC then gt one joke of e dae: there's one small ang moh kid came in n play with e water of e fountain then i sae :"boy boy no touching.." and he asked me :"where does e water comes frm??does it comes frm e sea??" n guess wat i replied him?? i said :"no..it come frm e reservior.." n he nearly believed tt..when i told my fren she sae should sae :"no..it comes frm ur house toilet bowl.." haha..siao e she..hmm..then after work meet him n we go makan makan then went west coast..but there like nth e..so went to labrador park..at first e wind was warm..but after quite sometime suddenly e wind frm nowhere suddenly very strong like majiam wan blow us away..damn strong..then c like wan rain le so faster go home..hmm..then comes to sun..met those astoria promo colleagues..gt me,timo,jia feng,ying ying n elvin..went to watch mr bean's hol..quite a funny n nice show..then after tt went over ps wait for allan..then any how walk walk frm ps to heeren..then we went somerset there e sakura eat..then those 3 kuku guys wan play zhong ji mi ma..loser eat e egg with e wasabi stuff inside..then i lose..so eat...although he wan help me..but nvm..cuz i lose mah..then eat..but really cant tahan lor..lucky ying ying pass me e tissue on time spit it out..wa!! really very jia lat tt one..then allan elvin n jia feng oso ganna..haha..at sakura we all eat till very full..had a fun sun..!! haha..looking forward to this sat e outing again..haha..then todae...monday!!! as usual mon blues...sian..go sch for fyp..haiz..then after sch meet him..makan..walk walk then went over sembawang park there sit sit tok tok..haha..there nice view..hmm..tml..like boring..nth on tml..haiz..k la..will end my story here..

byebye.. =)

2007-03-22T22:21:00.000+08:00

am sick todae...sian..ganna cold..think is win pass to me e..cuz yest went out with him n hong then his sick..then todae i ganna cold..haiz..but..sick dun stop me frm gng out..haha..went out with jo min hong n win todae..then went action city saw one of e penguin bottle..e 1 day drink 8 cups of water tt one..haha..then me n jo both find it cute so we bought it..i bought 2 cuz one is for him..haha..his been working..then need drink more water..hehe..then after tt went went to vivo they go watch movie i meet him after his work..then walk around go for dinner then faster fetch me home le..cuz i sick mah..then he sae muz faster go home n rest..hehe..k la..i wan go slp le..cant tahan..nite.. =)

2007-03-21T22:55:00.000+08:00

hmm..todae was normal..acc hong go interview n she was being posted to e central bossini to work..then is so far frm yishun!! is at CLARKE QUEY!!!! wa!!! she siao le..haha..but lucky is only 5 working daes..diff frm e rest of e bossini outlets..haha..then after tt we meet win go walk walk eat eat then settle down at esplanade tok tok..our fav hanging out place..hmm..weather todae was so cold..freezing le..hmm..starting to miss him..tink gt 3 daes like tt nv meet le..cuz his busy with work..then oso will b tired..so..ya..have to understand his situation too..then hong n win they all keep asking me alot of kuku ques..haha..then i oso dun really noe how to reply them..tink let time decide abt it bah.....now nt in any mood..oso dunno y..

GOOD NEWS!!!!!!

2007-03-21T00:23:00.000+08:00

hey hey yo yo!!! guess wat??!!! I PASS ALL MY MODULES! ! ! ! ! haha..now very happy..haha..tonight can slp le..hehe..

2007-03-20T23:49:00.000+08:00

right now am here writing while waiting for e time to pass by faster...very jing zhang n anxious...shit la..results coming out soon...!!! hopefully i can pass all modules..cuz i gt no confidence in passing 2 of e modules..how???!!! hmm..but my frens all sae is ok e..i can do it..he oso like tt sae..hope so..lets all wish me good luck.. =)

2007-03-19T22:52:00.000+08:00

hey hey..am back here blogging again..haha..hmm..fyp todae was normal..do e same thing everyday..haha..then i woke up late todae at 9.30am when my fyp was suppose to start at 8.30am..hehe..when i woke up at 9.30am, check my hp n realised he msg me at 7.30am n i didn realised it..(tink i really slp like pig..haha) then faster replied him back..haha..then i called stephe to c if she reach sch le mah cuz if haben then can meet her go sch..then met her at 10.45am reached sch ard 11++..while waiting for her, aina msg me sae e theme can put le..n our porject is COMPLETED!!! OMG!!! SO FAST!! haha..reach my lab touch e comp awhile then go blk M find han han n hoon for lunch..then we went anderson there e coffeeshop..then me n tang zhi ordered mee soto..then majiam like kanna cheated like tt..when e food come we were like..ha??like tt onli?? after lunch me hoon n stephe met serene n acc her go for her lunch at south..then slack there for awhile then went back to my lab n watch 'A Millionare's First Love'..n guess wat?? e show was too touching le..watch till i cry..then i asked aina for tissue..hoping tt she won notice tt i cried..but she turned n saw me wiping my eyes n she laugh n sae 'Siew Ting..u cry ah?? watch till cry??' haha..then khairul oso turned to c..haha..so ps lor..then she use her hp n took a pic of me crying..haha..but really a very nice show..is a korean movie..then after fyp went bishun rot while waiting for him to end work..haha..took this chance go ntuc buy tidbits..then stuff all inside my bag..then was like damn big lor my bag..haha..meet him for dinner come back..he kanna summoned $30..haha..cuz both of us totally forgot of putting coupon..haiz..hehe..hmm..now abit tired le...todae like alot things happen like tt..oh ya..n oso todae is SERENE'S 19 BIRTHDAY!! haha..HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERENE!! wish u good luck n a happy year ahead..may all ur wish come through.. =) tml will b celebrating her bdae..haha..hmm..guess where will we b gng??hehe..will update tml..

2007-03-19T00:09:00.000+08:00

hey hey yo yo!!hehe..hihi..am back here again updating my blog..haha..tonight's dinner was damn full sia!!! we all ate alot..!! haha..then finally gt to meet my 2 monkey cousin le..long time nv c them..tink a few weeks le..haha..then as usual..am more close to e bigger biao di so we tok n tok n tok..haha..n he told me how he takan those cadets while at camp..haha..his stories really reminds me of my np daes too..haha..hao huai nian wor..hehe..then after makan meet him..haha..we went to sembawang beach there tok tok then after tt go home le..e wind there very windy n cold..then he gt bring jacket but juz onli bao bao it..hehe..then after tt went home le..then tt kuku pinky they all sae result tonight 12 midnite come out..but..nth e leh..ganna cheated by them le..haha..but really scared n worried for my results...hopefully can scrape through again...cuz gng last yr of poly le..!! i dun wan stay back...hmm..then he tell me dun worry too much..i can do it e..hmm..hopefully i can pass all.. =) (thanks for ur support dear..)
k la..i shall end here todae..byebye.. ^-^

~~Day @ ZOO...

2007-03-18T11:31:00.000+08:00

hey hey yo yo..!! am back..haha..c my blog title "dae at e zoo" sounds interesting rgt??..haha..but actually is i go zoo there to work!!!..not to play...haha..actually yest was suppose to go SGH work e..but poh ping wed called me ask me go Thomson Plaza e basement..then thurs called me again ask me go Thomson Plaza e shop..then..!! fri called me at 6pm n ask me change to ZOO work!!! some more is ALONE!! wa!! damn SIAN!!! then i brought my lappy go there..hoping i can watch my shows or play games..but not enough switch for me to plug my lappy... -_-' but was lucky cuz simin hide e brick game inside e drawer..hmm..was tinking i was so clever to open n search e drawer n FOUND e brick game..haha..so played e brick game frm 10am till closing at 6.45pm..in between oso gt customers la..so stop n serve them..then dunno why last min when i wan close e shop ppl all keep bombing in so have to do my settlements late..then ending up shop close at 6.45pm to 7pm like tt..yest sales at the zoo nt bad...quite alot..haha..cuz am there mah..hehe..
then after work went orchard meet him..hmm..tink gt 3 daes didn meet le bah..cuz his busy with his work..then yest he ended at 6 so meet after both of us end work..then meet him at wheelock where he park is car..leave my lappy inside then went for dinner at sakae..long Q..so waited awhile..after tt walk awhile then go explore places..then all dark dark e lor..so scary..haha..after tt went home..hmm..as for today will be meeting my cousins n god mother they all go makan makan..haha..die le..exam results coming out soon...scared sia..cuz gt yu gan will fail leh..haiz.. hope tt this sem will b able to pass all modules again then i can smoothly go yr 3 le..k la..gtg le..will update again..bye.. ^-^

==========First Entry==========

2007-03-16T22:55:00.000+08:00

hihi..!! this is my first blog entry..actually dun really like to use blog..but after creating it, find out tt it is actually quite fun..able to post messages and sae abt things be it gd, bad, sad or happy things..cuz am e kind who will keep everything to myself n won sae it out..mayb by posting will help.. =) any way i will try my best to update n post daily.. =)

I Just Don't See Any Light In Us Anymore

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GOOD NEWS!!!!!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Day @ ZOO...~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

==========First Entry==========

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