.Wednesday, June 24, 2009 ' 4:44 PM Y
YouR LovE IS AlL I EveR WanteD IzZiT ThAt DiFFicuLT??
today another off day..tml gng back to work again le..this few days dear dear treat me very gd..how i wish all e good old days will come back again..dun dare tink of e future of wat will happen to us..juz wan to treasure e times of no fightings, quarrelling n crying..
.Sunday, June 21, 2009 ' 11:54 PM Y
YouR LovE IS AlL I EveR WanteD IzZiT ThAt DiFFicuLT??
its complicated....its really very complicated!!!! i really dunno wats gng on any more..i've lost all confidence in us..everything r juz memories..they r all past tense...nowadays is onli quarrel quarrel n MORE QUARRELS!!! even meeting lesser n lesser...i can try to understand..but even whenever we meet after nt meeting for so long we still end up quarrelling!!! when will all this end?????!!!!! AM TIRED!!! been crying myself to slp nearly every nite..i dunno wats wrong!! is like ur slowly disappearing frm my life..even with or without meeting slowly means nth to me..i dun feel e love frm u anymore..sometimes i question myself do u still love me?? nt onli we're drifting further there's even probs with our communication..u always tell me cuz ur growing..but hav u ever try to understand me instead of keep pushing me??? where have our gd old days gone to???i feel like am no longer tt happy n lucky gal anymore...like my blog..ur love is i ever wanted...where has it gone to??
.Wednesday, June 10, 2009 ' 12:57 PM Y
YouR LovE IS AlL I EveR WanteD IzZiT ThAt DiFFicuLT??
this few days mood very weird..i dunno izzit am really sad, dissapointed n hurt or izzit i really think too much..
frm tt day u told me tt as e solution my mood n feeling like change le..though in e end nth happen but i tend to feel tt we're like drifting apart..no matter how hard i try to keep up with ur pace, am always lack behind..
sometimes i really feel tired n hurt but i still try to control my emotions n carry on..r we really starting to nt understand each other? i really dunno wats wrong with us..u always say cuz we're growing up tts y its like tt..we have to adapt to changes..but is tt really e truth??
am i really tinking too much or something is really nt rgt which i dun dare to face it??i juz wan a normal relationship..is tt so difficult?
.Wednesday, June 3, 2009 ' 1:37 PM Y
YouR LovE IS AlL I EveR WanteD IzZiT ThAt DiFFicuLT??
sometimes i really wonder wat am i to u??? no matter how much i try to grow how much i try to understand is always nv enough cuz to u i hav nv grown at all n am still e same 2 yrs ago.........................y izzit tt i always have to tink on ur side?? hu will tink on my side??? sometimes i really wonder does e song still apply to us now like 2 yrs ago???? i juz hav a feeling tt it is drifting away n am juz by myself alone rgt now......less hopes + less expectations = less dissapointmentsthereforemore hopes + more expectations = MORE DISSAPOINTMENTS
