.Monday, December 17, 2007 ' 4:38 PM Y
YouR LovE IS AlL I EveR WanteD IzZiT ThAt DiFFicuLT??
hols le..2 weeks break...hmm..this 2 weeks think this week will b more free bah..dear dear need work then today he sae he working late..then i meeting mama mummy n my cousin they all for dinner at amk hub...i miss him..!!!sat meet dear dear then we went for movie..watched golden compass..e show was nt bad..starting a bit dun understand..then behind okok...tink will hav golden compass 2 bah..then after movie was like 5+ then we went shopping buying christmas things n clothes then shop n walk to my legs tired la..think we been walking for dunno how many hours..then we saw summer at taka..was shock oso then she sae she waiting for elvin sis..after tt we finally had our dinner cum supper at 11+ after tt went home..how i wish this sat faster come...hope dear dear no need work on sat sun mon tues n hopefully can get wed off oso....our very first christmas spend together..then currently now is like most of e schedule planned is with his family they all...hope gt time for e 2 of us..hope to spend time with dear oso...last nite was reading through e msg tt dear send..i saved those tt i found it meaningful..hmm... time really flies..been together for 9 mths plus like tt le..sae long oso nt very long..short oso nt very short..we had fun, problems, sad n happy times together..starting was a bit shaky for us..then now is like better le..hope will be even longer n longer.....................gt him guiding me n always there for me e feeling is great..i oso wan to b there for dear n dun wan him stress over work all this...wan him happy happy oso...sometimes c him stress tired alot on his head all this i oso xin tong...how i wish i can share with him n guide him n teach him....in another 1 week we will b spending our first christmas..then another few mths our first chinese new yr n valentine..then our 1st ani...cant wait for all this to come....!! wan spend lots n lots n lots of this special days with dear....cant imagine days without him..sometimes i ask myself...wat will happen if his nt there?? wat if he didn appear in my life??? will i still b tt xin fu n fortunate?? lay hoon they all always sae among e 4 of us gals am e most fortunate one....n really glad tt i am so xin fu n fortunate now...all thanks to dear for coming into my life n sharing life with me..it takes 2 hands to clap...one hand is urs n one is mine...holding on forever n nv letting it go....e feeling is like so strong tt i dunno how to say or put it in words...its even more than 'i love u' this 3 words...dear...really really really love u lots n lots n lots n lots n lots n lots..................................i miss u.....when can i meet u??? when we meet up i make something nice nice give u eat kk.. =)
