.Tuesday, June 12, 2007 ' 1:14 PM Y
YouR LovE IS AlL I EveR WanteD IzZiT ThAt DiFFicuLT??
currently at home now blogging...get half day mc..down with serious cold n headache n fever...been thinking alot more recently n i finally chose to tell him...am i wrong to tell e truth n i should hide it frm u forever???i onli noe i juz wan u to noe abt it n i really dun wish to hide it..i juz wan to b truthful to u rather than one dae u find out urself..ur first msg really hurt me alot..i really dun hav anything hiding frm u..n am nt taking any advantage of ur kindness to me..really...i noe everybody hav a limit to everything..i juz feel tt i should let u noe cuz i juz wan to b truthful to u..am i wrong?????its raining outside now..n inside me its oso e same....i dare nt think of e worst cuz i noe i cant afford or accept it cuz its juz too deep..i've been deeply cut once..i cant afford another deeper cut inside me....feel like crying on ur shoulder but will u still be there for me???will u still walk through with me till e end??will u still nt let anyone bully me??will u still love me like be4??will u still hold me close to u??will u try to understand me??will u be there to ease my worries??will u will u?????all i noe is e feeling n love is juz too deep....will it still carry on????
