I Just Don't See Any Light In Us Anymore!!!!

.Thursday, June 21, 2007 ' 9:24 PM Y

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sian....am down with a serious cold again.... -_- last week sick cuz of cold..now sick oso due to cold..then doc sae cuz i hav a sensitive nose n cuz change in weather temp tts y i very easy ganna cold..then he give me antibiotics, cold n fever medicine..sian...medicine again.. -_- then dear sae i muz eat finsh all my antibiotics..I HATE MEDICINE!!!!!!!!!! but muz listen to dear..if nt wait he will nag again..haha..n my supervisor will b away for 2 days..then doc oso give me 2 days mc..haiz..sian...i miss dear.....

.Saturday, June 16, 2007 ' 9:14 PM Y

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our bbq at sembawang park..hmm...think is e day be4 mothers' day in may bah..haha

juz reached sembawang park

wat is jo trying to do???

hmm....

jo n hong

hmm..wat is min trying to do too??

cant break e ice!!!!

me n min with our tongs..

am hot..!!

jo n joo

hong watching e cook cooking..free show

FOOD!!!

hmm..so many food how to cook??

eye power!!!

hong n jo

eating

eat again!!

at last jo is cooking

. ' 9:08 PM Y

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met hoon serene n stephe on wed..then went for movie n this r e pics we took on tt dae.. =)

us outside borders

liyun,me,serene n stephe

serene..dun b sad when i throw my hp

me hoon serene n my hand

. ' 8:49 PM Y

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this r e few photos tt i had taken during my trip to batam with mummy, mama and my 2 cousins..

our hotel

spa entrance

anybody need an umbrella??

am being block!!!

our travel agency

this cute little boy in e same bus as us

my 2 cousins me n mummy

me n hao hao

e things tt we bought

tea tree spa

. ' 8:38 PM Y

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mummy juz bought me a new bf today..haha..N73i..hmm..stephe gng complain tt i copy her again..haha..but tml then can get it cuz e on e spot tt one sound system gt problem..then mummy n me share money buy one phone for my daddy for fathers' day..hmm..today is normal..stay at home n slp e whole day..nv go work cuz of my cold..then too tired oso..so stay at home n slp e whole day..then suddenly dear msg me sae tt they missed their check in timing..tml then can come back.. =( i miss dear alot...been looking forward to today for very long le..but in e end tml then can come back...sad...
=( =( hmm...dear......faster come back...i miss u lots n lots n lots......

.Thursday, June 14, 2007 ' 10:17 PM Y

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HONG!!! ur gng to turn 20 in another 1hr n 35min..haha...let me wish u an advance HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! hope u like e presents tt we had done for u.. =) 20 years OLD le..haha..wish u happy everyday and all e best to you!!! n last but nt least hope u will get into ur dream career: POLICE FORCE!!! haha..FUTURE POLICE WOMAN!!dun play play ah..hu dare bully me u all better be careful ah..haha..

Happy Birthday to u (x4)
u ownself sing bah..hehe

. ' 10:13 PM Y

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hmm..currently now at work..attachment..feeling very bored n tired so I decided to write out e things tt I will blog today..frm week 1 till now week 3..everyday come here do data entry..but is enter datas of different production lines..got OEM for S33 and S56,Version 7,8,10 and 11.. OEM Variation for Edge 2 and Edge 3...etc..etc..later gng jo house after work..need chiong there cuz need cook hong bdae mian xian..haha..no cake so we doing something special..then thought of mian xian like abit unique n funny n oso suitable for a bdae..haha..her present mostly is all hand made e..gt story book, photo frame, n me e cook..haha..cooking mian xian..haha..then we bought one nike sports shorts for her..

hmm..really feel myself very lucky oso..gt a grp of frens n oso a dear by my side..though tt time after knowing it, he did msg some harsh n nasty things which makes me feel very sad n hurt, but in the end he did apologise to me too..saying he feel very bad n he didn mean it…hmm..its ok dear..wat rights do I hav to b angry with u??cuz am in e wrong..i hide something frm u..but in e end I still chose to tell u n nt hide anymore cuz I feel tt I should be open n truthful to u..like u said..nth will change..even if it changes, it will change for the better..so lets all put e unhappy things aside n look forward to a brighter future!! =)

Dear..juz wan to let u noe I really feel very happy when ever am with u..though e things tt we do r simple but as long as ur by my side I already feel very happy..dear..thanks for putting urself into my shoes n understand and u nv ever blamed me be4..thanks for always being so understanding..thanks for loving me..thanks for always being there for me..thanks for always protecting me n taking care of me..thanks for being my dear..thanks for every every things tt u hav done..be it small or big things..really love u a lot…this few days u keep asking me wat do I wan frm japan..n my ans to u everytime was I dun wan anything..i juz wan u back can le..tts true..hope u can faster come back..another 2 more days..faster..FASTER!!!haha..

Hmm..yest went out with hoon stephe n serene..we went to watch Shrek 3..haha..cuz serene gt 4 free tickets so we yest go watch..a funny show n a lot ppl..haha..long time nv c them le..exp serene n hoon..stephe I everyday c oso c till sian le..haha..she everyday come work play game e..always nth do..haha..

K la..gng back to work le..MORE DATA ENTRY!!!

.Tuesday, June 12, 2007 ' 1:14 PM Y

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currently at home now blogging...get half day mc..down with serious cold n headache n fever...been thinking alot more recently n i finally chose to tell him...am i wrong to tell e truth n i should hide it frm u forever???i onli noe i juz wan u to noe abt it n i really dun wish to hide it..i juz wan to b truthful to u rather than one dae u find out urself..ur first msg really hurt me alot..i really dun hav anything hiding frm u..n am nt taking any advantage of ur kindness to me..really...i noe everybody hav a limit to everything..i juz feel tt i should let u noe cuz i juz wan to b truthful to u..am i wrong?????its raining outside now..n inside me its oso e same....i dare nt think of e worst cuz i noe i cant afford or accept it cuz its juz too deep..i've been deeply cut once..i cant afford another deeper cut inside me....feel like crying on ur shoulder but will u still be there for me???will u still walk through with me till e end??will u still nt let anyone bully me??will u still love me like be4??will u still hold me close to u??will u try to understand me??will u be there to ease my worries??will u will u?????all i noe is e feeling n love is juz too deep....will it still carry on????

.Monday, June 11, 2007 ' 10:21 PM Y

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very long nv blog le..hmm..tink e last time i blog when i am doing my fyp bah..haha..no time..now having attachment le..frm 7.30am to 4.48pm kuku timing.. -_- muz b thinking y 4.48pm rgt??haha..cuz my attachment area is at gul avenue which is oso at tuas..4.48pm then can clock out n then there will b feeder bus to boon lay..jurong point there..everyday 5.20am muz wake up le..then 6.10am like tt leave house go woodlands meet stephe cuz he father drive us to our work..everyday reach at 7am like tt..lucky gt stephe together with me during attachment but our dept is different..she is under MIS which is an IT dept then only need wear formal nia..while mine is R&D dept..dunno wat kuku dept..juz noe i everyday muz do data entry..then gt uniform and safety boots but e boots can dun need wear..first day wear e uniform then tt kuku stephe keep laughing..nie nie e she..sae i like teletabies.. -_-our dept very very near..so everytime will meet go break, toilet, eat..then first few days i every morning run to chase e train if nt meet stephe i will b late..then go home oso run n chase bus cuz if nt e uncle will gothen we need take own transport to get out..next abt food...here e food damn cheap but nt very nice..miss nypthings..south canteen naugets,bubble tea,wedges,kaya bread,vending machine,self declared break etc etc....now we allattachment then we realised school is still e best..haha..then very long nv meet hoon n serene le..actually last thurs suppose to meet them e but dear flying to japan to work then i go send him off so i didn meet them..mayb this wed bah..dear gng for abt 10 days..!! gonna miss him alot..suddenly he nt around feel abit strange strange e..very nt use to it..though he last time oso gt like tt work then gt like 1 week like tt nv meet..but is over here..this time is diff..he out of the country then onli can msn or e-mail...sms n calls try to cut down cuz overseas call very ex..how i wish e next few days faster pass then he can faster come back le..today go work VERY VERY VERY no mood... :( miss dear alot..send him off nearly cried but try to tahan..cuz alot ppl..gt his parents, bro,his commandor fren guo qiang and his gf..so tahan n hold back... :( sad la.. :( haiz...k la..shall end here..hope this 5 days faster pass...