.Sunday, June 13, 2010 ' 10:30 PM Y
YouR LovE IS AlL I EveR WanteD IzZiT ThAt DiFFicuLT??
you have changed!!!
ur no longer e bf tt i know 3 yrs ago!!!
sometimes i really juz feel like ending everything but i juz cant seem to make myself to do it.
even if one day such thing happen u will juz treat it as nth n will feel more relief cuz there is nobody to bother u or waste ur time n there wont be any burden.
u will be more relaxed n have more free time to do ur own things.
u dun even bother to explain or say anything.
instead u still can ask me wat am i talking abt.
n juz say cuz ur tired.
ur busy.
u forget abt it.
izzit juz so difficult??
aren't u worried tt i will have e wrong impression?
y muz u be so mysterious???!!!!
i noe u oso have ur own freedom.
is nt tt i purposely check or wat.
is juz nice tt e tag juz appear on my fb home page.
u still can tell me if tts e case next time u won take any pics.
do u noe tt this will make it worse!!!???
u juz make me lose trust in u!!!
sometimes i really ques our relationship.
when i ask u to go to those places with me n my frens u dun wan.
u feel tt its juz a waste of time.
in e end wat happen??
u still can go with ur frens.
then wat am i to u??!!
I AM JUST A NOBODY!!!!
.Friday, July 10, 2009 ' 11:40 AM Y
YouR LovE IS AlL I EveR WanteD IzZiT ThAt DiFFicuLT??
Am i really hanging on onto something which doesn't belong to me at all??Ppl say tt they onli c more tears....more tahaning....more quarrels....than happiness in me.Is tt really e fact??When i ask u how long do u tink we will last??You can onli tell me u dunno....
.Wednesday, June 24, 2009 ' 4:44 PM Y
YouR LovE IS AlL I EveR WanteD IzZiT ThAt DiFFicuLT??
today another off day..tml gng back to work again le..this few days dear dear treat me very gd..how i wish all e good old days will come back again..dun dare tink of e future of wat will happen to us..juz wan to treasure e times of no fightings, quarrelling n crying..
.Sunday, June 21, 2009 ' 11:54 PM Y
YouR LovE IS AlL I EveR WanteD IzZiT ThAt DiFFicuLT??
its complicated....its really very complicated!!!! i really dunno wats gng on any more..i've lost all confidence in us..everything r juz memories..they r all past tense...nowadays is onli quarrel quarrel n MORE QUARRELS!!! even meeting lesser n lesser...i can try to understand..but even whenever we meet after nt meeting for so long we still end up quarrelling!!! when will all this end?????!!!!! AM TIRED!!! been crying myself to slp nearly every nite..i dunno wats wrong!! is like ur slowly disappearing frm my life..even with or without meeting slowly means nth to me..i dun feel e love frm u anymore..sometimes i question myself do u still love me?? nt onli we're drifting further there's even probs with our communication..u always tell me cuz ur growing..but hav u ever try to understand me instead of keep pushing me??? where have our gd old days gone to???i feel like am no longer tt happy n lucky gal anymore...like my blog..ur love is i ever wanted...where has it gone to??
.Wednesday, June 10, 2009 ' 12:57 PM Y
YouR LovE IS AlL I EveR WanteD IzZiT ThAt DiFFicuLT??
this few days mood very weird..i dunno izzit am really sad, dissapointed n hurt or izzit i really think too much..
frm tt day u told me tt as e solution my mood n feeling like change le..though in e end nth happen but i tend to feel tt we're like drifting apart..no matter how hard i try to keep up with ur pace, am always lack behind..
sometimes i really feel tired n hurt but i still try to control my emotions n carry on..r we really starting to nt understand each other? i really dunno wats wrong with us..u always say cuz we're growing up tts y its like tt..we have to adapt to changes..but is tt really e truth??
am i really tinking too much or something is really nt rgt which i dun dare to face it??i juz wan a normal relationship..is tt so difficult?
.Wednesday, June 3, 2009 ' 1:37 PM Y
YouR LovE IS AlL I EveR WanteD IzZiT ThAt DiFFicuLT??
sometimes i really wonder wat am i to u??? no matter how much i try to grow how much i try to understand is always nv enough cuz to u i hav nv grown at all n am still e same 2 yrs ago.........................y izzit tt i always have to tink on ur side?? hu will tink on my side??? sometimes i really wonder does e song still apply to us now like 2 yrs ago???? i juz hav a feeling tt it is drifting away n am juz by myself alone rgt now......less hopes + less expectations = less dissapointmentsthereforemore hopes + more expectations = MORE DISSAPOINTMENTS
.Friday, December 19, 2008 ' 11:51 AM Y
YouR LovE IS AlL I EveR WanteD IzZiT ThAt DiFFicuLT??
Back frm my KL trip last week!! was fun n get to eat n eat n eat..shop n shop n shop!!! hahahaha....3 days really fly very fast!! dunno when will be our next hol le...will upload e pics soon after dear transfer me e pics..today is my last day at work!! feel so happy cuz am free frm work n can play n rest...but need go back sch...looking fwd to it but wat i fear most is TEST & EXAMS!!! though i really miss sch days...but next mth onwards no more spending power....gonna be a poor student again...haiz...got a few treats n presents frm my colleagues...suddenly e way they treat me now n in e past is totally different..mayb am no longer a threat to them any more le bah...good luck to u murni!!! dun be like them..hahahaha...think u won..is nice getting to noe u as a fren!! this sun gonna meet them again cuz is zuraidah's (murni sis frm ano team) big wedding day!! wish her all e best n a blissful marriage!! gng to go there with dear dear...as i promised murni i will b bringing him..hehe...n today dear dear surprise me with a bouquet of flowers!!! hahaha....its by delivery n was surprised when i was needed at recep..thought wat happen..n there a bouquet of pink roses!! hahaha...thanks dear!!! didn expect it will be frm u...hehehehe....apology accepted!! dun do tt again k..if nt u will noe wat i will do..hahahha...
